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KAY, a twenty-something English Philology major / Gender Studies + Social Psychology minor who thinks of cuisine as an experimental field, fangirls passionately, doesn’t properly wake up without coffee, and shares her headspace with The Bunch of Merry Men

+ an assorted cast of Assassins, Bros, Devils, Geeks, Strippers, Swedes etc.
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Posts tagged "love"

Dear Victor,

I would be lying if I told you that, on some level, I always knew it would end like this - yet I can’t help but think that I did. I never belonged here, no matter how much I wanted to, until now that it feels like I have finally found my purpose, the answer to the question why I am here. I can only hope that I will succeed and the world be better for it; that you will eventually forgive me for doing what I must.

Are you asking me if loving you wasn’t enough of a purpose? The short answer is no.

For you see, to love you is something that I chose for myself; I don’t love you because it was my purpose or my Destiny, and I don’t love you because it was some unavoidable, pre-ordained inevitability. To quote Montaigne, “If you press me to say why I loved him, I can say no more than because he was he, and I was I.”

I love you because I want to love you, Victor, and no matter what you may say yourself, you are very easy to love.

When I kissed you last night, I wanted time to stop to preserve that one perfect moment forever - and it will be preserved, in my memory. I wanted us to have time to make more, so that they would lose their meaning and become a long succession of perfect moments until there was no more need to label them as such. I’m sorry that we didn’t have the chance.

I cannot fathom why you love me but I realise now that it does not matter, for I know that you do and that is enough. I require neither proof nor eloquent arguments to speak for your love; the reverence with which you look at me, kiss me, touch me, is enough.

The memory of your touch will linger and keep me warm.


Guess who bought new shoes~! Totally an impulse buy - I mean, it was my intention to buy new shoes once the payment from that translation gig last month came in, but I wasn’t expecting to find them on my grocery run on the very same day. Sturdy, classy and v. v. comfortable to wear. (Well would you look at that, I found them on Zalando!)


If you’re lesbian and you fall for a guy
If you’re gay and you fall for a woman
If you’re bisexual and you have a preference for girls
If you’re bisexual and you have a preference for guys
If you’re pansexual and have a preference
What’s not fine is telling someone they can’t love another person because it doesn’t fit into the confinements of a label. 


For the record, reading fic where male main character falls in love with another male and has ERHMAGHERD BUT AH EM NOT GAY!!1! panic makes me headdesk. Hard.

(via keeperlefae)








prepare yourselves for total fucking cuteness

this is so cute you will not be disappointed oh my god i’m crying


I’m not crying, YOU’RE crying.




also beautiful song ^v^

You won’t be sorry (unless you don’t have a tissue). 

(via aggressivewhenstartled)

We swung and swung and swung until we could almost touch the stars with our fingertips, and you said that for me, you’d pluck the moon from the sky. I told you it was terribly clichéd and you laughed, pointed out that I loved clichés, the older the better.

(And, maybe, secretly, I did.)

You were my moon and my stars and my sun, my magnetic poles and my evening tide; you were the electricity that made my neurons spark and translated the touch of your skin on mine into pleasure.

You stood waiting for me in the rain, and in the snow, and when I cracked a joke about the postal service, the next day you waited for me with a package in your hands, your heart within, wrapped up in sunlight and the softness of your mouth.

You loved me, and you loved me, and you loved me, and I kept it like something precious. I hoarded your love, written in touches and smiles and chuckles more plainly than any words could hope to express, in the safest place I had.

(And that was all yours, too.)

We laid our roots deep, like two trees entwined, and we basked in the sun with our eyes closed, only fingertips touching. We never had to say a word in moments like those when it was just us, a single breathing thing with four arms and legs and two hearts so, so full that they might burst from it.

In the end, it was fear and tears when the darkness began to spread, when you lay wan and tired and pale in the bed, when I wished you had given me the moon if only so that I could give it back, give you my heart to beat, my breath to live.

In the end, it was you in the rain, face turned up with your eyes closed, every line of exhaustion and pain as dear to me as the lines left by laughter, by love, and equally hateful because they were the lines that I had carved into my memory for fear of forgetting.

(Don’t be silly, you said, and your breaths grew shallow. As if you’d forget.)

When I say, ‘I love you,’ it’s not because I want you or because I can’t have you. It has nothing to do with me. I love what you are, what you do, how you try. I’ve seen your kindness and your strength. I’ve seen the best and the worst of you. And I understand with perfect clarity exactly what you are. You’re a heck of a person.

Joss Whedon  (via uhmazeballs)

(via snefrue)


Cat toes get me every time.

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How stripping off to play Helen of Troy on the London stage changed the way I feel about my body


It’s October. It’s dusk. It’s the second week of rehearsals for The Trojan Women, a modern version of Euripides’ tragedy in which I’m greedily playing three different roles: Cassandra, the…



I Think I Am In Friend-Love With You” written by and illustrated by Yumi Sakugawa, published in Sadie Magazine, 2012.

Putting your head on your friend’s shoulder or holding their hand is weird? I better call Liana right now and tell her that spooning and skipping down the streets holding hands probably isn’t kosher either.

Or scratching their neck, or petting their hair, or giving them foot rubs, or dozing on each other at the station while you wait for the first bus to run after a fantastic night out.

IDEK. Is it supposed to be weird because people assume that foot rubs and spooning are only tools to get you laid?

If so, then WOW is your world so much worse than mine or what.